Tough Times Ahead

Most days when I get home from school now, all I do is fall asleep until about 8 or 9 and waste away my day. Sometimes I do it purposely to take away the boring day that lies ahead. I'm in the middle of my mocks right now and I haven't been taking it as seriously as I should. I've seen people fail so much in life and even though it should make me realise how much of a routine life is and how seriously I should take it, I try not to think about it too much. Which is a bad thing to do when I have my Leaving Cert coming up but fuck that. I know I'm saying this now and when the time comes that I get a shit Leaving Cert I'll be kicking myself so hard in the balls during a Find A Way set, which is why I seriously need to cop on to myself. Last Sunday I was out with Eva and I got a phonecall from Dave asking me to join The Blind due to Zach not having the time, I was seriously chuffed at being asked and can't wait for the first show. It's my Birthday on Saturday, and for some reason I feel just a little excited, I never really get excited when it's my Birthday anymore, it just feels like a normal day at the office. I hope to have a nice day though, I'll have practice with The Blind and then I might pop out for a few Junaberrys later on.