It's the question I've been asking myself the past month. Soon enough I'll be turning 18. My Birthday is on the 14th of March and I've been looking forward to it. I'm looking forward to going out and being able to go to shows without getting that sick feeling in my stomach while on the bus into town in fear that I wont get in. When I say I'm looking forward to it what I really mean is that I'm looking forward to the day that I turn 18 and not the fact that I can go out and get locked all the time. I'm really not that excited about the whole thing and I don't know why. Maybe I'll begin to appriciate it after a few weeks or something.
There's also other things that are coming into my life. The new girl. The babe. The funny one. Jill.
I'm still a little scared about the whole thing. I don't want to get into something for it to be a waste of time like the last one. Even though some things are getting in the way right now it's nothing that wont go away. I want to make something of this. She makes me happy so I'm not going anywhere. I'm glad I met her.
In other news, I'm in a new band with some of my best friends. I'm liking how it sounds and it feels really nice to hang out and play music that I love with these lads again. It never reallt felt right to me that we just stopped playing so I'm glad we're doing it again. I was 15 when I started playing music with them and they were some of the best days of my life and I hope to have many more with them. Being in two bands feels nice again too.
Even though I only really post once a month I still don't think it's enough time for me to give a real update. I seem to just repeat the same things in different words which I don't want to be doing.
Until next time.
I love you all.
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